Sometimes the heaviest things we carry are the questions we can't answer yet. In a season filled with medical decisions, embryo adoption, fertility treatment, and more unknowns than answers, I'm learning that trusting God in uncertainty doesn't always mean finding clarity. Often, it means releasing what cannot be done right now until it can be.

Preparing for a natural cycle embryo transfer made everything suddenly feel more real. Somewhere between a “home inspection,” two enthusiastic nurses, and my own endless what-ifs, I was reminded that uncertainty doesn't have to steal the joy available today.

Some decisions become clearer the longer you think about them. This wasn't one of those. The more we learned about embryo adoption, the more questions we uncovered—until we finally stopped asking how and started asking why.